im a blubbering, gross, fat ass cow

[nicki2305]

I HATE food.

I HATE myself for stuffing my face with food.

I HATE having my period which makes me stuff my face with food.

Ugh.  I will never be thin enough if I keep giving in to the evilness of food.  I need to stay on track, keep with my plan and goals.

I can do it and I will do it.

I will be thin. I will win.

Comments

[_mysizebarbie]

are you on bc? maybe try getting on it or getting on the seasonal one where you get on four periods a year.
everybody has bad days. you're beautiful and you'll always win. :)

[nicki2305]

yeah - i was on it for awhile...and it was helpful for my back pain ...i just dont have a current gyno at the moment since i have had to change insurances...
i wish i could see what and how everyone else sees me...