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The past 3-4 days have been bad for me - and not just food wise - but in my life in general. Between having my period, halloween being this past sunday (damn fucking candy and my non-resistance self DON'T mix) and just stress in my life at the moment, I've been not restricting and giving in. I am not resisting temptations and am so out of control, its not even funny. I HATE IT. This usually happens every month to me, usually the week before or during my period and this happens from 3to7 days. I was doign really well - I got down to 101 last week - and then I went and FUCKED it all up and now im 103-104....ugh...I HATE that I do this - its like all of a sudden the switch that I have in my head to help get myself where I want to be weight wise and stick to my goals goes into Standby mode or gets turned off and I get all ravenous and give into food.
I wish I could just snap my fingers and it wouldn't happen anymore - I guess it's just me being weak - showing that I'll never be able to reachmy goal - that I'll never get to how thin I want to be - that I am not good enough or strong enough to want it that bad. I guess I am not good enough or strong enough .
i need some advice girls - does anyone know of some good, strong laxi's that work really well?? i have tried one or two kinds, but I don't know if they were too gentle or what, but they really didnt work... any tips would be great...
hope everyone else is doing better than I am...
keep being strong and keep up the good work!!
::hugs::
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I wish I could just snap my fingers and it wouldn't happen anymore - I guess it's just me being weak - showing that I'll never be able to reachmy goal - that I'll never get to how thin I want to be - that I am not good enough or strong enough to want it that bad. I guess I am not good enough or strong enough .
i need some advice girls - does anyone know of some good, strong laxi's that work really well?? i have tried one or two kinds, but I don't know if they were too gentle or what, but they really didnt work... any tips would be great...
hope everyone else is doing better than I am...
keep being strong and keep up the good work!!
::hugs::
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