Valentines day was SUPPOSE to be great. You told me.
Too bad its not this time. You are just like everyone else. Cliche or not. I'd rather be without you then have you treat me like shit everyday...i just cant go through that stuff again.
Hey. I really miss you. If you can call me already that would be cool. You know...just to know if your a alive or anything. ... I know it might seem like I dont care, but I do. I just dont want to come off too strong you know? I'm scared. I really dont wanna loose you. And I need you. I love you.
This weekend was pretttyyy good. I was out all day yesterday. Brooklyn then Malverne Lighting with my homies. Oh man...a lot of drama went down but i got to see all my peeps so its all good ;)
And of course...boy issues. I hate boys really. I dun really know if I'm hurt or just dissapointed... I hate not knowing how to feel =/