Finally, I'm letting go
Of all my downer thoughts
In no time there'll be
One less sad robot
Looking for a chance to be
Something more than just metal

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I almost succumbed again in my dreams...but at the last minute I found resolve...yes!

Still ashamed of my thought process though, I remember it all too clearly

so weird...i had a dream where i had the sudden inspiration to go on a road trip with one stop being the beach as part of my vacation...i remember thinking, you know, that's a good idea, hope i remember it when i wake up...then when i woke up, the idea stayed with me

inception

i had a nice walk tonight...something really peaceful about walking back after the soccer game...despite passing through broadway again

i thought about the people i would pass and the places i would pass and i wondered what thoughts were going through their minds

i haven't really wanted to write as much lately, guess it comes and goes

Someday He'll call us and
We will come running and
fall in His arms and the
tears will fall down and we'll pray,

I want to fall in love with You

Miles and miles that distance us
Like meters on a map
Trace lines that only translate to a day

Things haven't worked out the way I thought they would, but I have to remember to continue to surrender to God and remember that it's His will, not mine, be done ( Read more... )

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confidence

i have to stop being so self-deprecating, it's dumb