I've been feeling really down recently and I cant really explain why. It seems like every day I find another thing to be unhappy about and fall further in to this funk I've been developing ( Read more... )

It's 4:50 in the morning. I'm supposed to be going to work in about an hour or so. I haven't slept yet. This has been happening to me a lot over the last few days, and I cant really explain it, other than it does happen to me some times ( Read more... )

I'd like to be able to post a nice, long, clarifying post tonight ( Read more... )

Louisiana FTL.

I cant wait for April

I made it safely back.

Four months to go.

I'm sick of being unhappy.

-The Not Stickboy

I guess I haven't been the best conversationalist lately. I really dont like getting in silly arguments with friends over things that don't matter, I just have a lot in my head that is having trouble resolving itself.

Anyway, I'll be home tomorrow. Then I'll have a decent amount of time to sort everything out.

::Sigh::

I cant wait to be home.

So now I'm on the road back to Hell again ( Read more... )

Its been a busy few days ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day.

Vance and I walked a lot. I had a lot of time to think and talk out what was in my head. A lot of time to think and to decompress.

It was probably pretty good for me.

I think I'm doing better.

I'd love to be able to tell you few that I'm doing great.

I'd love even more to be able to write what is in my head, then instantly feel better about it. Unfortunately, I don't have that advantage.

The only thing I can really give you is that I think I may be okay sometime in the future.

- The Melancholy Stickboy