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hoping for the best with my headphones on and music full blast
this is what i posted on xanga today. been writing in it more lately. but ill post this here too ( Read more... ) -
hanging, keeps you from falling
life is so hard.
basically im never driving again.
i must suck, i already got in an accident.
i am in love with my boyfriends friend. -
gonna spread my wings and fly
haha so basically im pretty late because im 19 and just got my license today. but its okay, it was reallly exciting. and even more so, i have a car to drive. its not perfect or new, but it runs and thats all that matters! vrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom ;) -
We climb Tibetan mountains
"We climb Tibetan mountains ( Read more... ) -
long time
so basically life is just really stressful right now. i wish i could see my mommy and daddy right now. but i can't. not til christmas. :( -
so this is what it feels like
so close to end, yet so far away. High school is almost over for me. no matter how many times i say this, i'm still in denial about it. i am almost done with it. one more day. all the times that i complained about my time here, i know that i am so desperately going to long for it when i enter the real world. i am 18. i am going to be a high school ( Read more... ) -
no more schoooool
job interview at 3:30
barnes and noble from 4-5:15
home to crash because i have NO MORE HOMEWORK FOR HIGHSCHOOOOL!
yea, ill write more later -
siggghss
gosh, no one comments me anymore. it proves that i dont have friends. when this school year is over in 4 days i am dissapearing. i am NOT coming back to this city. i hate it. i hate what it made of me, and what i made of it. i am a product of self abuse. and it doesnt work for me anymore. it just doesnt. and how is this supposed to leave me? how am ( Read more... ) -
blahh
i am 102 pounds with clothes on. the nurse said i am about 99 without. i am 5'2" i spent the 6th and 7th periods crying with the therapist. chris is so kind to me, but she makes me feel so stupid. no matter what people say, i dont think that i am skinny. i think i could look better, and i always try to. gosh. my life, is cant even explain it. how ( Read more... ) -
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omfg, life is sooo stressful right nowwwwww. how can i survive? gosh thats it, im going to go walk the dog, and then CRASHHHH! maybe i can sneak a snack in or something. i cant believe i am saying this, but its been 29 days since i have cut last. eek ( Read more... )