i dont have many talents...but im really fucking good at pushing away the people who actually care about me...i cant read your fucking mixed signals you asshole. how the fuck am i supposed to know you still care about me when you tell me you dont wanna hold me back from any "opportunities" fuck that! so i move on from your sorry ass and then you ( Read more... )

(sat mornin)-woke up n left lorissa's ( Read more... )

who got a job? I DID! I DID! ive always wanted to work at a hair salon!!::santinas:: my dreams have finally come true...im thrilled!

17 days baby.

i was so surprised to see your name on my recieved call list last night...i truly missed talking to you and it had only been 3-4 days without you. I dont really know what is between you and i, but im going to remain optimistic and cling-free...yes, i think that is a very smart idea...next weekend has never seemed so far away.

two words...ALAN JACKSON!
i love you katie youre the best person alive, what a great concert!

i understand where youre coming from and i respect it...and it doesnt hurt me at all...but wait-it does ::a lot:: ohh well, you said well talk it out so ill wait until that i suppose ( Read more... )

sometimes just lying in bed is the most satisfying thing imaginable. I look at my blank wall and feel calm. I look out my door at the stars and feel at ease. I know that there is someone out there thinking of me and wishing that i were there with them, and it makes my heart smile. I listen to the music that i enjoy and realize that underneath ( Read more... )

im thinking about you, and i like it...

sometimes i wonder why i fucking bother...