Haha! So I remember when I was writing this last night, I was kneeling by my bed typing it. I kept dozing off in between sentences, for about an hour off and on. At one point, I woke up and there was a huge blank spot in the middle of my entry...I had fallen asleep with my hand on the space bar. I just came back to read it, because at some point I gave up and hit 'submit' and pulled myself up into bed. Whew! It's not as bad as I thought it may have been. ;) And no spelling mistakes that I can see! Very impressed.
But yes, this whole urge to mate or be a bit more raw...that's not working for me. :)
I just read your last few entries and even though we may not see entirely eye to eye spiritually, its amazing to me how much we have in common and how many of the same struggles we really share. It brought me back to those amazing talks that we used to have back when we first "met" and I just want you to know that even though we don't talk as much as we used to, you are still a really big blessing in my life and I'm very thankful for you. I'm so happy to see you in such a happy/healthy relationship with Ethan. As frustrating as the hormones are, they're normal and the wait will just make the reward that much more with it ;) I know you'll find the answer you are looking for about Spain and in the end, you will find peace about the situation just as you have with other past similar situations that you have encountered. Also, DTR is not strictly a mormon phrase by any means. We used it all the time at my baptist school ;)
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But yes, this whole urge to mate or be a bit more raw...that's not working for me. :)
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