fuck

[stigmatamartyr_]

Look at this car wreck my life has become.

Alot on my mind. Ashley. Job and money. my daughter. my boyfriend. car. me. and tumors.

it's all fucked. fuck it all.

...fuck...

..it..

...all!

Im done. who needs to wanna die when youre already dying?

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[further]

I was cleaning through a shelf on my desk yesterday while looking for a CD-ROM and I found a handwritten letter that Ashley wrote me several years ago. It was really strange. And I keep re-reading old LJ entries from 2003, and many of them have comments on them from her. With her picture next to them. It's just. Fucking. Weird.

Tumors???

[________katilyn]

Awwwwwe babe <33333
It'll be okay. Atleast I really hope so.
I love you a ton !! I've been there since before you've had Trinity & I guarantee you I'll be there for this, too.
& I'm glad you're back on LJ. Are you coming back to school ?