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[stilettodsista]

Im trying to figure out exactly how much one should compromise their own values/self in this life. I find myself in continual turmoil feeling that i compromise for everyone BUT me! mmmmmmmmmmm...as i ponder this, i wonder if i am weak? if i am pathetic? or if this is the way it will be. Alas, i hope indeed its not symptomatic of the next few years

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[artaud]

I sometimes feel like I don't exist. I'm not really the most assertive person and it manifests itself in weird ways. I get agitated and moody for no real reason, though I have deep down suspicions as to what is up. Usually it''s not too hard to make things right, thpough I am in need of some sort of emotional pep in my life and it frustrates the fuck out of me not to get it...
Sorry, waffling on as always.

Don't give up, never compromise too much. If it feels inherently bad then you must question what is happening. Sometimes it helps to stand back, way back and peer down from above.

I'm still working towards the infinite bliss of sublime integration of all life into some super surreal space but until then let's not get too down about it all. Fight until the dying of the light!

(Hope that helps) ... I'm a little rusty when it comes to talking about anything at all really :P