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Well anyone that knows me, knows I'm not a very happy person. I never have been, and I doubt I ever will be.
I hate when people lie to me about the things that I have the highest opinons on, such as depression/opinions/guys and that stuff.
No matter how much you lie about it, it will never amount to the real thing. You will never know what it feels like, you will never be me.
I'm quitting dance I'm 90% positive. No one's given me a damn good reason not to.
I've been searching for private schools. When I was in 7th grade I wanted to go to one, I felt like I didn't fit in, and no one cared about me. My mom agreed to it back then, but I changed my mind. Now my mind has changed again. Kendall isn't what it used to be, neither are the students.
Nothing is the same, meaning nothing has changed. I'm back to normal, back to the Claire that no one likes.
It's kind of pathetic I'm 15 and a guy has never asked me on a date. That just crossed my mind for some odd reason.
The guy I like, I will never have a chance with. The guys that like me, I'm starting to think they might have a better chance w/ me than I'd have with him. That makes perfect sense to me... If it doesn't to you, oh well.
This is going to make people upset, I know. But this is my journal, my freedom of speech. Don't be surprised if these keep getting worse.