im so sick of hoping for love ( Read more... )

Well..i dont ever remember the last thing i wrote in here ( Read more... )

Today is my last day of school...This quater started out ok...I was with emilija and like was good..now...me and her dont really talk..tc out of the band,.,,anbd things just dont seem right ( Read more... )

man....things just suck..here i sit..i should be workin..but i feel like leaving...i have NO WANT to do anything anymore...i just feel like theres no reason..why should in try??? really? why? The chick Ive been talkin to now probably has a thing for roc..so yea there...and well..i still dont know what to think with me and emilija..eh...fuck buddies ( Read more... )

Well..did ya ever want something..get..then hate it ( Read more... )

well im stuck at school..and thinking really hard. The one think i even realize now is..Emilija is only 15... shes far to young to do anything that most would. I dont know if this ignoring thing will help us...i dont know. Im hoping....i wish things would be better between us...i miss her so so so much..i miss her voice..and squeaky voice...i want ( Read more... )

What a couple of weeks since warp tour....well..heres an update on things ( Read more... )

eh fuck...well...my mom decided to wake me up earlier then normal...thank you mom...even though it was 10 mion early...it still sucks!..from there i watch some tv, had some chocolate milk and got ready for school...from there i went to the car, and drove..oh...then i had to go back cause my celly fell out of my pocket...damn it ( Read more... )

well its now Tuesday...and alots to be done...first thing i gotta get up at 6am and fail my 3d mas class...during which im sure me and emilija will be in rough waters... then after that..go to my camera class and do.....something ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )