A boring entry

[stillaworm]

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[theonlymeyouget]

Oh gods I'm the EXACT same way. EXACTLY. In ways you could not imagine.

I'm not in contact with any of my family. They are narcissistic, personality disordered, abusive monsters. My half brother is dead. I have no desire to get married, though THAT I would consider for the right person, but I'm not holding my breath.

But I'm selfish, hedonistic, impulsive, reckless, occasionally downright dangerous, self destructive, volatile and self obsessed.

The only thing I can mother is a cat. To be fair though, he's a VERY needy cat.

But I'm going to die in a state nursing home being raped by the orderlies. I don't think I'm joking. As it's nothing to joke about.

[stillaworm]

I guess it's good that we can acknowledge and admit these things about ourselves, right?

[stillaworm]

That's true. Sometimes, you are the best parent in the world. You raise your kid as best you can, give them an awesome childhood...and they still turn out to be a serial killer.

I'm 28, so I know that a lot could change in the next few years. Who knows!

It's so hard when your partner doesn't feel the same. Jason is VERY adamantly childfree, whereas I still have that small part of me that wants them.

[koyaaniisqatsi]

Gosh, I know how you feel about not wanting to be alone when you're older.

[longingtobecome]

You may not figure it out until you decide to do it.

That's what happened to me. That little feeling turned into two babies. I have no regrets :)