I have had little or nothing to say lately. Don't know why. I'm just still dumbfounded at this warm feeling I have...I don't know how to express it...especially when she expresses her feelings so well and often, its really overwhelming =) In a good way. Less than 2 weeks now...anyways...update just for the sake of updating...cuz i haven't in a few

I'm writing just to write. Perhaps it will be interesting. Perhaps not.

hmm...i think...not.

so i'm frigging obsessed with the album "Thirteenth Step" by A Perfect Circle. I remember when I first got it I thought it was lame...then...it grew and grew. Its just so...spacey and pretty, yet still rockin'...but not too rockin ( Read more... )

ok...don't have much to say about anything important ( Read more... )

♥Stillbjorn and ♥I_am_drunk

• Plan to conceive four gruesome girls.
• Schedule times to play all kinds of games as it mightn't lead to pregnancy
• Wouldn't have it any other way.
• Feel very newlywed.

and for realies now:

♥Stillbjorn and ♥Excessivnoise

• Will never have four magical children.

if george w bush is hate, then i am satan in human form.

cuz he's a fuckin' democrat.

and he hasn't sold any nuclear secrets to our enemies like someone else did.

I have all of our cute funny songs on the playlist right now...Its a fun feeling of laughing at how cheesey they are and also having my eyes water up thinking about you and how fucking happy I can be. I'll see you in less than a month. You should be right here now. I sit on the couch watching a movie or whatever, or I lie in bed and all i do is ( Read more... )

I hate to bitch like this...but I am REALLY FUCKING SICK of waking up early in the morning to come down to this bullshit office where I do my zombie work all day (if i choose to even do any work). I need more flexibility. I am a night person. I am creative at night. I am awake at night. No matter how exhausted I may feel at 2 in the afternoon, I ( Read more... )

My favorite ugly fat SK person just posted this and i'm gonna rip it apart:

So I really don't care if I piss people off anymore. I am tired of walking on eggshells because I want things to be perfect. There are a lot of people that get upset at my promiscuous behavior. And personal...I don't give a shit. When my life truly becomes your concern ( Read more... )

previous bitterness has been removed from teh journal. waste of time ( Read more... )

DYSMORPHIK DOT NET

its up now...all my songs are uploaded...yay.

my new email addy is jesse@dysmorphik.net

w00t.