she'd been in the hospital for almost two months already. & in that two months she found out that her cancer had recurred, it'd spread to her stomach, lungs & kidneys, & her prognosis was less than a year to live. she had tubes stuck into her body & ate nothing but milk delivered to her intestines. her lips were dry & plastered to her skin was a ( Read more... )

Isa 43:16-21

16 This is what the LORD says-
he who made a way through the sea,
a path through the mighty waters,
17 who drew out the chariots and horses,
the army and reinforcements together,
and they lay there, never to rise again,
extinguished, snuffed out like a wick:
18 “Forget the former things;
do not dwell on the past.
19 See, ( Read more... )

she seemed to always be two steps behind the rest, shuffling her feet into the sand, glancing up & down & sideways. looking forward, she'd notice how the others were always ahead...always rushing, to where she had no idea. all she cared about was how that cloud in the sky was moving with her in the breeze, how just a moment ago it looked like a ( Read more... )

yesterday we witnessed the holy matrimony of my cousin & now cousin-in-law. the exchange of vows, the loving gazes, gentle kisses that spoke of the love that brought them to the altar & will bring them through. on the very same day we got news of the tragic demise of my ex-neighbour's wife. a 70 year-old man, choked with emotion as he spoke of how ( Read more... )

 

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i really can't explain it, but neither can i contain it (:  cos i've got a joyjoyjoyjoy down in my heart!

waking up at 5am everyday & KO-ing by 10pm. goin for ward rounds where everyone's so busy with their own thing. asking stupid questions then half-regretting. getting arrowed by semi-sacarstic consultant....but watever man haha i'm acty not ( Read more... )

yesterday @ clinic, crys & i were playing with a cute  (but omg so violent, he kept crashing & overturning my toy car & making loud violent explosive explosion sounds) 3yr-old kid ( Read more... )

my mom told me that e thought had ever crossed her mind that if my relationship with God would not grow deeper, i won't get tested & or experience the pain of e refining fire...only to realise how silly a prayer that would be. abs' dad says having a kid is like having your heart outside your body ( Read more... )

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 And God saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.
And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart

i asked myself what kind of God will  grieve at the sight of  us doing evil, & whose immediate reaction was not   ( Read more... )