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Aug 21, 2010 23:50

But...

Why? It was mine. That's how it should've been from the start.

[Who's pissed? Riku's pissed. He's tried a number of times. The Keyblade-- he had it in his grasp. Though he doesn't recall every detail as for why or how, that doesn't matter. The fact is that he did have it... only now it's gone ( Read more... )

angryku is angry, sorry sora he doesn't mean it, riku fails at sailing the friendship, keyblade, thirty-third, wat is foreshadowing, jealous much?

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[voice] oh my god why am I not asleep THIS POOOOOST /FUCKING GOES AFTER THIS SDGKJ poppetry August 22 2010, 07:22:21 UTC
[ Since the moment she turned back to normal, Xion's been thinking of going to find Riku. To explain, maybe apologize, and see if whatever went wrong could be fixed.

But then she hears this.

She hears this, and it's like being stabbed right in the heart. The jealousy, so clear and bitter and unhappy.

From the start...

It's a long time before Xion can find a way to reply to that. She can't remember if she's ever -- ever -- felt this betrayed. The thing he covets so dearly, the thing he so obviously, desperately wishes he possessed... the thing she had, and the thing which ultimately killed her: the Keyblade. She died for having it, painfully, brutally, twice ... and he still wants it.

Sometimes, Riku, there are lines you cross ... over which you can't go back.

Xion's voice is very blank when she speaks. ]

From the start, huh?

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[voice//private] THERE IS NO ESCAPE muahaha stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 07:26:49 UTC
[...

Crap.

It takes a long time for Riku to respond as well. He should have known she'd be upset, but he didn't even mean to say that-- not to have it recorded anyway.

Yeah, he's in deep trouble.]

Xion, I--

I'm sorry. It's just...

[Sigh.]

It's hard. Knowing I was supposed to get the Keyblade, I mean. Seeing Sora and Roxas with theirs...

I shouldn't have said anything.

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[voice] :|a poppetry August 23 2010, 02:55:28 UTC
[ before Xion replies, she takes a moment to very deliberately remove the filter he's placed on this conversation. She doesn't care, right now, if anyone hears what she's got to say. In fact, she sort of wants them to. Maybe she's being petty, or childish, but she's never felt hurt like this before, and she's just got no idea how to handle it.

Other than to lash out. ]

But you still said it. And even if you hadn't said it, you still would have been thinking it, right? You just said you were supposed to get it! Why do you even care about it that much?! [ her voice is tight and so, so angry. ]

Do you know what happened the very first time I spoke to you, Riku? Back home? We fought, and you beat me easily. It was so frustrating. You had this sword... and it wasn't a Keyblade. Maybe that's what you should be looking for instead.

[ a beat. ] And you know what, Riku? [ so bitter. and now, just ... upset. upset, unhappy, and deeply hurt. ] For once, sorry isn't going to cut it.

[ with that, she rather violently slams the journal shut. ( ... )

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[Voice] valorandwisdom August 22 2010, 10:23:20 UTC
[...He has no idea how to respond to that. The Keyblade is his responsibility, his way of making things right in the world - but it's different for Roxas, and different again for Xion, and it caused a lot of trouble even if it did heal more than it hurt.]

[Sora isn't the most mature of people a lot of times, but even he can see how Riku's thoughts would be detrimental to others. He hasn't gone through the fire yet, and it shows.]

...You should probably know, we can hear you.

[And Sora's totally got a :/ face going on.]

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[Voice] stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 15:49:50 UTC
[... Hoo boy.

Yeah. Like with Xion, Riku takes his sweet time before responding. While he's still extremely pissed and jealous, he's calmed down a little since the end of... whatever took over the village these past few days.]

Guess I'm in trouble, huh?

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[Voice] valorandwisdom August 23 2010, 19:15:22 UTC
Probably, but I'm not the one you've gotta be worried about with this.

[And it's all the old subjects coming back up - he still remembers very clearly what happened in Hollow Bastion - how the Keyblade abandoned him and went to Riku.]

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[Voice] stilldontgotit August 23 2010, 20:00:22 UTC
Yeah, I know. Xion wouldn't even listen to me, and I'm sure Axel and Roxas won't even give me a chance.

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[Action] stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 16:39:50 UTC
[Riku doesn't respond at first, or even notice Ted. He's too miffed, really. If you want his attention, you'll have to speak again or be louder.]

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[Action] stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 16:42:59 UTC
[AND... freeze!

He tenses up, but nonetheless he glances back at Ted.]

Hey.

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[Voice] flared August 22 2010, 23:44:02 UTC
Guess some things never do change.

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[Voice] stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 23:45:44 UTC
Axel...

[There's a long pause. By now he's already talked to Xion, and he know's he's made a mistake. Better to fess up now before he and Roxas jump down his throat.]

Listen, I wasn't thinking when I said that, but now Xion's taken it the wrong way. But just so you know, I didn't mean to upset her.

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[Voice] flared August 22 2010, 23:47:46 UTC
I'll talk to her.

[A pause.]

Is the Keyblade really that important to you?

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[Voice/Filtered] are vague spoilers stilldontgotit August 22 2010, 23:49:38 UTC
It's... complicated. There's more to it than just jealousy, a lot more.

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[Voice] meteorical August 23 2010, 01:04:26 UTC
...Riku. [That's all she says, but it's the way she says it that indicates that she's not pleased with everything that that sentence implies. She's not going to yell at him, but =(]

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[Voice] stilldontgotit August 23 2010, 01:11:09 UTC
... Kairi.

[Deep breath.]

I wasn't thinking.

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[Voice] meteorical August 23 2010, 01:24:23 UTC
I know you weren't. [She's not being mean, she's being honest here. She sighs a little though.]

Are you okay?

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[Voice] stilldontgotit August 23 2010, 01:30:16 UTC
Are you kidding? Things have only gotten worse since that recording.

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