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Oct 07, 2005 13:22

Yay no school today! ^_^ My grandma came and all and now my dad's leaving and all. =| shrug*

My thumbs been twitching recently, not any other fingers but my thumb. which is weird I don't understand why...

I so wanan go to cs tonight! >.< But I can't drive and everyones too far from me. ahhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

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theory0fblood October 10 2005, 07:45:06 UTC
aw, lately you been writing some heart hurting entry. i feel sad reading it.
but feel better, ur friends love you.

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pandaguitarist October 11 2005, 04:37:27 UTC
i was going to sleep at 11:00pm, but i had to write something.
i don't think will help, but i felt exactly the same yesterday after i had watched a soap opera and before i had gone to sleep (details later).
while trying to sleep, i was also trying to avoid speaking to God abt this yucky feeling i had..just because i was in denial. but then i gave in somehow. iono how though.
i thought nothing could fill that emptiness, EVEN having felt a similar emptiness being filled up by Jesus a long time ago. i totally did not want to pray. but no matter what, even when i refused to ask Him for help, he still came and brought me comfort.. i didn't understand..i don't think i ever could. but from that point on i've finally understood one thing: what it means whenever songs say that humans cannot ever comprehend God's unconditional love.

this might not relate at all..but yah. there's definitely something that will get you out of there.

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