well, the keeping in touch is harder than i thought...or than i hoped it would be ( Read more... )

It is not all as easy going and smooth to get back into my old life as i was writing. it is rather hard to keep up with everybody´s expectations and wishes and needs. i am really dpressed somehow because i feel like i dont fit in anymore. i dont know what to do and how to react and...i am confused. but i realized wwith christina´s help that i ( Read more... )

wow i havent been updating in a while and my life is just really really busy with a lot and still nothing. im just chillin around and hanging out with friends and yea I AM DRINKING A LOT, im enjoying myself a little bit and the weather is just awesome. the sun is buring down on me everyday except yesterday. i got to go to bed this morning at 6am it ( Read more... )

Your Deadly Sins

Lust: 60%

Pride: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Envy: 0%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Sloth: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%

You'll die from overexertion. *wink*

How Sinful Are You?

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Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is
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well the last couple of days went by really fast. i got my suitcases yesterday! finally! i missed them so much and was afraid i wouldnt get them anymore! so yay for that! there is not much to say about the last days. the weather was awesome and i stayed in my bed almost all day long and wasnt even bored with myself! that makes me wonder. but ( Read more... )

oooohhh my gosh....yesterday was horrible but also great. i woke up early that morning at 10 am. and then i just chilled got up and relaxed and enjoyed being home again. it was one of my best friends birthday so i tried calling her and her phone is dead and a called like at least 10 times and then somebody answered and it was her mom and she told ( Read more... )

omg it was horrible and most of my friends dont even know yet but let me tell you!!! i went to the airport on tuesday and it was sooo hard for me to say goodbye to everybody, but matt heather and jessika were there and holding my hands when i found out that one suitcase was like 20 pounds over the weight limit and so i had to buy another trolley in ( Read more... )

i am sooo sad and yet i got so much excitement in me, i feel weird and i dont know what to do with all my emotions and i wanna let them out but i dont wanna cry ( Read more... )