aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh OMG....yesterday night was just awesome...christie and i finally had the psychic sense...because i was about to call her and then she got online and taked for a little bit. so we finally planned on doing something and both wanted to see the movie The Longest Yard with Adam Sandler, Chris Rock and NELLY, i love nelly and im totally ( Read more... )

I have the feeling I just float around in time and space...i dont know...right now I am bored because i cant go outside and lay out at the pool because my sunburn is still there and i dont want to make it worse and everybody else is out at the beach or the pool...so that sux ( Read more... )

yea...i just got home from jessika's house we all spent the night after our beach-picknick-a-lot-of-food-st.augustine-happy-day!!!! it was great...i had a lot of fun and last night we were just tired and went to bed at 11:00ish pm. so yea...now im about to go to bed. still kinda lazy and tired and yea here at home everybody is asleep so i cant be ( Read more... )

today was finally the last day of school...but i look back with pride and a little bit of sorrow because there are some people i will seer again and then there are those i wont see again...

but every new beginning is en end of something else....i will update later on today...going to go to bed and sleeeeeeep now! yaya

It is all or nothing....not just in the movie im watching right now: "Brown Sugar" but also in life...in MY life...i gotta decide wether to tell what i feel or stay quiet for the rest of my stay here in America. today was a great day...school was easy and relaxed, i got finally my CD, ryan hull's CD and as soon as i got home i started listening to ( Read more... )

yaaaaay finally only two fucking days of school left...i should celebrate that...but somehow it is too sad...because i had fun at school, i am an A student and everybody just loooooved me or pretendet it excellent.....so yay....i had sooo much fun even with an alarm clock ringing at like 6:20 every day....it wont be hard for me spending the rest of ( Read more... )

It's al looooong way home...still have home...one day i will find my way back home...home to America and home to Germany and home inside of me....it is all home...i wish i could combine my homes....take my friends from over here with me...to Germany...or bringing all my friends from over there to America...OMG how great wuld that be....or get my ( Read more... )

sad sad sad...., but the good things about leaving is that i will come back, how does that sound? better! and in leaving i see how much i feel for every single one of this wonderful people i met over the ten month i spent here...i call them FRIENDS! sometimes i dont know what to do with all that love inside me but then i meet people and i can share ( Read more... )