standing in the rain for fifteen minutes got me soaked. i love just standing there, feeling so helpless yet so alive. i wonder where ill be ten years from now. its so weird to think about things like that. i hope someplace cool...maybe ill still be here, in hawaii. who knows. i hate having something then having it taken away, yet left with memories ( Read more... )

so open mic. wasnt really open mic. no drums. no live from tokyo. sucks.
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My tears come from the past to haunt me, they like to be remembered as a struggle once gone through ( Read more... )

This will be the last thing i write in the year 2003 in this journal ( Read more... )

just when i thought my night was over it had only just begun. ;) went up to tiffanys house. got a ride from brandon, thanks. twas a blast, too bad i couldnt spend the night, owell, tho im sure there will be other nights ( Read more... )

went to town today. got dropped off at borders, met up with scott and cori. then later on bria came...yipyippy. saw linn. hey! you still have my id:)!! met mallion at lanihau. yumm musubi.mmmm went to two sushi places. argh. then to mcdonalds. then back to borders to check out sum really cool books. i found one that had sumthing for you to to every ( Read more... )

so brandy spent the night on friday. :) twas good. we went to town around three on sat, mckella gave us a ride, hehe thanks again ;). town was the weirdest thing it seemed so quiet, or just vacant. it had no energy. it kinda freaked us out. saw linn at work, saw ross, walked up to jamba juice, hung out with bria, meg and lita. got picked up around ( Read more... )

so saw peter pan last night. very interesting movie. kinda gay in a funny way. i was pissed when captain hook killed one of the fairies. hes like i dont believe in fairies. then out loud i said, you bastard, fuck you," you killed the fairie. yea he sucked....almost had an annurism when i found out we didnt have a ride to see, i was so set on going ( Read more... )

all because of me my dad and me had a yelling spree at one another, were so alike in that way cept not. idk. it sucked then after things cooled down a little we opened presents. sumtimes i realy hate christmas. and were sposed to have so much spirit. oh yay. joy. what really made my christmas was last night when brandon and jd dropped off sum ( Read more... )

everyone has their love stories to talk about ( Read more... )