Whoa...haven't been on this in awhile. Kinda forgot I had it~

[stinaxxx]

Hello....Well....Hmmmm its been awhile since I last was on here. I kinda forgot I had it.Anyhow just updating. Its funny how the friends you had, you thought you guys would be friends forever. Every single one of my friends are all different people now...growing in themselves....growing in whatever they feel right~ Man some people who I thought

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[lifeatlast]

i was always the type of person that hated change. no matter what i'd do or try, it would still be way hard for me to accept change. and i thought i'd be the same FOREVER. sometimes, deep down, i still feel like i'm the same old kid i've always been, just open to different people's perspectives. i wasnt gonna waste my time and my life hating people for changing, and proving to them that i'll always be the same and that what they've done was wrong. i had such a narrow mind back then and i'm pretty sure i've hurt some people with certain things i said or wrote... it doesnt mean i didnt mean it. because i sure as hell did at the time. but i've also learned that it's possible to completely change the way you feel about something in a matter of days, weeks, months, or years... and no matter how strong you feel about something right now, you can't say you know exactly how you'll feel about it in the future, you know? some stick to their beliefs a little longer than others, or maybe even for the rest of their lives.. and i HIGHLY respect

like i said....

[stinaxxx]

Like I said, everyone has there reason and you are my friend...near or far...wiether we talk everyday or not...YOU ARE STILL MY FRIEND. I love you Russell <3. I know you think otherwise but I do. It just took me a little longer to cope with it than I wanted to. But I am fine now. You will always be my brother, always. I sometimes think that had I made myself a little more available things might be the same. But my lil chickies have to grow up sometime...I just have to keep telling myself that. But just know that I will always play the mama and I will always be here for you. I know your heart russ regaurdless of whatever you do. Like I said before and I will say it again..."No one can ever really believe or stand for something without expierencing it first". I started my life way before I was ever intended to. I was drinking by age 11 because I wanted to be " SOCIAL " ( I always hung out with an older crowd) and I smoked because I wanted to be " cool " ( once and it was not marijuana ). I come from a family of drug addicts and

More like.....Jack Nasty

[beautifulxmstke]

Well well well Xstina i forgot about you haha j/k, omg i luv that picture of u its so cute.Dude its so weird reading all these old thingies i was reading the crap i wrote on mine haha its funny some of the things i wrote i dont remember half of em ...Oh yeah and ur commet on my last entry when you said i deserved for the frog to pee on me haha i swear i laughed for a good minutes im surprised you didn't wake up 4rm that haha too funny. ANyway if anyone cares to hear my 2 cents about this all i know is as we grow into our adult life our views and thoughts about life change of course... i mean i'm sure you dont see things the same way you seen them when you were 19 now that ur almost 22 now you have diff. responsibilities and what not.So we learn and grow 4rm the good and bad experiences we have in life and w/ the help of the man upstairs everything will eventually fall into place the way he planed.