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[stineadoresweed]

i need the only real friend i ever really had back so badly right now.... but i dont know if even he would help right now..... im so confused.... i feel like i dont ever have any fun anymore.... i can be with so many people and on so much drugs but it doesnt matter because their never really my friends and they dont connect to me on the level that

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dude.

[xdeathxcabx]

I understand. You want to be alone && going out with this person is totally fucking your decisions up. Because you want to be with him...but you're scared. I always end up doing that. I get frigid & stuck. I don't feel comfortable. It's just nuts. && no matter how much i want to be with someone..i just know i couldn't handle it cause having them in my room while i was use to be all alone in my room just totally makes it different. && i feel pressured with all these responsibilites. Just in my room. I know the road your driving down. But im going the opposite way. But..no matter what. The road you are down...i seem to always do a u-turn. ***