well things have been better... i miss all my friends tho... sometimes i wish things would go back to the way that they used to be when we didnt care about our hair... make up... clothes... what people thought... boys.. and we were content just by being with the people that we love... this is for all my friends that have helped me get through ( Read more... )

i cant deal with any of this shit right now i cant do it anymore im serious if it wasnt for basketball iwould probably killl myslef

ugh i hate soo much ( Read more... )

becca is the one friend the only friend that i have ever had that has always been there for me even when i dont deserve it and i appreciate it soo much ( Read more... )

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT JON AND DIDNT FEEL LIKE SHIT ABOUT MYSELF AND TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHAT I DID WRONG AND WHY HE HATES ME AND HOW I DIDNT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE HIM AND FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF CAUSE HE BROKE UP WITH ME AND GET ALL DEPRESSED!!!! CAUSE I REALIZED THAT IM A BETTER PERSON WITHOUT HIM IM NOT ALWAYS TRYING TO KEEP HIM ( Read more... )

hey ihavent updated in a while... buti do have alot to tell people ( Read more... )

i am soo bored this weekend n beccas not home and i really need to talkt o her cause becca is the personw ho always makes me feel better but idk if she can cause this is BIG n its about a HUGE JERK and he's my dad.... omg i hate him soo much n becca i need to talk to u and i miss you and i havent done anything all weekend except sat on my ass and ( Read more... )

carmen took over the computer and he took over the compuer and he started talking to every one and starting all this shit and everyone is mada t me! OMG I HATE HIM!

too lazy to update

lombardo's is now open.... ive worked there all weekend.. its closed tomorrow but it will be back open on monday ( Read more... )