number 13 bad bad bad bad bad
soooooo drunk

I'M 106 PROOF. HOW DRUNK ARE YOU?

i just feel on top of the world right now. not quite sure why. who knows.

so its almost time to go home for the first time. its gonna be so weird. i mean i'm so used to just get up and go when i feel like it, no one tells me what to do. however there will be none of the people i love to see ( wink wink). oh well, that stuff is so complicated ( Read more... )

yea so wham. i met the perfect guy , actually i had already met him, we just never had time to connect. and now i can't see life without him. shit shit shit.

some times i wonder why fate always kicks me in the ass... and then the karma boomerang comes and whacks me upside the head when i turn around because of the pain in my ass ( Read more... )

so again i have decided the random make out sessions need to end. i mean gaa.... i made out with three guys in one night, and then today, number 3 the ex boyfriend came by to visit and he kissed me and i dunno, i really miss having a guy but i know things won't work out with him.. gaaa.... whats wrong with me, i'm a friggin drunken make out queen.

all i can say in my defense
11. very hot gay man, sean if you come visit your staying with him, oh the things he does with his tongue
12. hot, cowboy hat. what more is there
oh and there was a visit to number 3 who has improved his skills. ya for me!
anyways no more champagine in the no sex room

some kind of love makes you feel warm and gooey inside. thats what my sisters give. some kind of love makes you feel strong. thats what my family gives me. some kind of love makes you feel special. thats what i don't have and really wish i did have.

its kinda funny... now that i'm in the ville, the funny odd holidays just pass right by. its even crazier here since there is a national guard base, tons of rotc kids, and a crazy conservative gun - toting population ( wait, bow toting until saturday when rifle season opens). but it makes me realize that no matter how much i dislike the army, these ( Read more... )