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i really gotta cut down - even without eating the amount of calories i consume in liquor is no good. although we did have strawberry margaritas last night - thats a fruit right? oh well whatever. at least i have fun... i got to hold a snake - it was crazy - who brings a reptile to a party? danced on another bar, ahh well. debating weather i really ( Read more... )

welcome to the wonderfull world of college art. its nuts. I've never had an art class kick me in the ass before. I put in forty hours of work for a 10 pt. project, besides the 12 hours of studio time. art used to be my passion, the break in my day, and now i'm lagging behind, unable to keep up with the pack. And whoever invented islamic lattices - ( Read more... )

so that whole first college paper thing... sucks ass.. i should have just gone to sleep after pt anyways, i mean my paper was still late, and a piece of shit, and i'm sooooooo tired. thats my fault though, its no good to go out when you have to be working out at 6 in the morning. at least i'm having fun.... damn i need to pass that friggin class ( Read more... )

i wanna be a college girl... dun dun dun... and alittle bit more....dun dun dun... i wanna be a sorority girl!!! and guess what! i got in! yay!

i'm sitting here crushed because i didn't get in and freaking out about it and everyone around me is telling me its great because i really didn't want to be a sorority girl, but i did and i do and i feel like shit. goddammit

i wonder why this whole rush thing is so important to me, i mean it seems like it would be shallow and weird, but i feel so at home and if i don't get a bid i think i'll sit around depressed as hell for god knows how long... gaa why am i such a freak

i hadn't realized how much i've missed hugs since i've gotten to school. I'm mean at camp we hug, my family loves hugs, my friends are all huggy people - but its weird to go around randomly huging people. and i mean people hug here when their drunk but its not the same its not an expression of emtion its hey i'm drunk i want to touch him. and i ( Read more... )

i write in here, its just no fun when no one leaves you any comments. so if you leave comments then i will write... or bitch ( Read more... )