wake up, walk, train, walk, work work work, walk, train, make dinner, sleep. thats my life. glamorous life of a stretch jean straightner ( Read more... )

no internet. dont care.

and ah...im pretty much totally in love with ryan and our hole of an apartment.

sorry that i dont answer my phone ever or reply to anyone on any medium.

last night....fun then bullshit then fun then bullshit...then alright. standard for a night with the heartattacks i spose ( Read more... )

i wish i could remember the conversation from last night. the part i do remember is making me quite the worrying wanda. i remember (i think) being told something really crappy...then not being able to eat my cereal...next thing i remember is waking up in a panic thinking i had work today. craaaaaaap. alls i know is th at i dont think that he had ( Read more... )

back to drinking every night. whatever. i fucked up my back, normal pain killers do nothing...alcohol is the only thing that kinda helps ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to think. it completely came out of nowhere. most people that know me know that i always admired my parents relationship, i thought it was perfect. apparently it was 25 years of built up problems that were never spoken of. i cant speak the words "my parents are getting divorced" without crying like a fucking baby. today blows ( Read more... )

my parents are getting divorced.

too loaded, let me tru and do this correctly ( Read more... )

whooo got free tickets to the dolls tonight from little steven??? oh yeah...meeeeeeee!

today was a good day. i got a chance to clean, do my laundy, fuckin reeelax, found out my utilities WILL be included downstairs, and paul just fixed my music sharing program. fuck yeah. i also paid my comcast bill, which is a little weight off my shoulder, even though i still owe from this billing cycle. at least i got the last two paid off, ( Read more... )