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[stirb_fuer_mich]

i wish i knew what was going on with people lately. i just found out about another relationship pushed to it's limits or in this case completely ruined. i honestly wish i could just say it's guys being dicks or chicks just pmsing comstantly. i cant though. the best answer i can come up with is this. we all seemed to have had a good summer. with

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[everybodysfool1]

this ^^^^ just pretty much summed up all of my thoughts. and its true, because when things are bad for me, then i just don't really feel the need to talk to anybody or hang out with any of my friends. like i know that something's missing and i know that i'm pushing them away, but it doesn't seem to bother me because it feels better for me when i've 'hit rock bottom', to just cut off everybody so i won't have to worry about anybody

[stirb_fuer_mich]

yeah. i'm just to the point that i really want to be around people but whenever i am something goes wrong. so in turn i push them away to protect both of us. it's so complicated. i can only hope it will clear up soon. it has to.