I just blogged the other day on myspace.. but i'm not feeling any better from that.. and since myspace is being a douche.. i'm gonna rant right here
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i don't think i can afford the apartment now either... especially if you don't move in. i doubt my aunt and i can carry it all on our own. so... who knows. if i back out of it, i'm back to searching.
the same thing happened with grim. when she got patrick, things between her and i just fell off because she was spending all of her time with him and rarely with me. and when she wanted to hang out with me she had to bring patrick along. or she invited me to go with them. but i didn't feel comfortable with that so... yeah i dunno. i understand how you feel tho.
if someone made you the happiest you've ever been, wouldn't you want to have them around all the time so that you never felt shitty? usually if you really really love someone, you want to be with them all the time becoz they just put you in such a good mood.
its not easy managing between boyfriend(or girlfriend) and best friend (i don't think so anyways). i tried... obviously failed. i tried to get them to be friends so there would be no akwardness and everyone was cool with each other, didn't work. also, when the friend is in a really shitty mood it makes wanting to hang out with them hard. anyways, i hope things work out with you and ed tho.
i'm sorry to hear of your moving out problems. you have the same problem i have, can't afford it. well, that and i'd just rather finish skool before i worry about supporting myself. either way, i hope things work out in your favor.
Thanks Grim.. I know you have patrick and all so you know those feelings.. but i have to say that for me personally.. i think it shows dependents to have to be with someone 24/7. If.. no When I finally find the one for me.. I know that I'm going to want to see them but not every single minute of every single day 7 days a week 4-5 weeks a month 12 months a year.. That's just not me.. and i can't wrap the idea around my pinky finger... I mean great someone makes you happy but It's said that too much of something can be bad for you and being with someone that much would be bad.. and i don't understand how it doesn't end up being bad for others.. but whatever.. if you can stand being with someone for the rest of your life every second.. more power to you.
no one is together 24/7 in a literal sence, like every second. each has their own life and things to do. but in those times when your apart you'll end up thinking about them at some point. then when you get a chance to see them again, you'll take it. like they say, seperation makes the heart grow fonder.
i totally understand what your saying tho. yeah, i proably would get a bit annoyed if he was there like every second of ever day. i don't think anyone wants that.
alls i'm saying is don't hate ed, its just something everyone does. and when you do find your woman, you may end up doing the same thing to him.
Well of course no one is litterally together 24/7 but i consider it to be when you work with someone all day.. and then the second you are both off of work you are up each others ass.
I have an idea.. and don't take it personal or anything but i'm quite the pissed off joe these days so here's one for you... lose patrick for a little.. and get a best friend that has a bf or gf or what the fuck ever.. and see how it feels.. and then.. then tell me how it feels..
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the same thing happened with grim. when she got patrick, things between her and i just fell off because she was spending all of her time with him and rarely with me. and when she wanted to hang out with me she had to bring patrick along. or she invited me to go with them. but i didn't feel comfortable with that so... yeah i dunno. i understand how you feel tho.
vigilantes don't pay rent.
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i'm sorry to hear you're not feeling too hot. If you'd like to talk about it, feel free to call me
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its not easy managing between boyfriend(or girlfriend) and best friend (i don't think so anyways). i tried... obviously failed. i tried to get them to be friends so there would be no akwardness and everyone was cool with each other, didn't work. also, when the friend is in a really shitty mood it makes wanting to hang out with them hard. anyways, i hope things work out with you and ed tho.
i'm sorry to hear of your moving out problems. you have the same problem i have, can't afford it. well, that and i'd just rather finish skool before i worry about supporting myself. either way, i hope things work out in your favor.
feel better joe *hug*
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i totally understand what your saying tho. yeah, i proably would get a bit annoyed if he was there like every second of ever day. i don't think anyone wants that.
alls i'm saying is don't hate ed, its just something everyone does. and when you do find your woman, you may end up doing the same thing to him.
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I have an idea.. and don't take it personal or anything but i'm quite the pissed off joe these days so here's one for you... lose patrick for a little.. and get a best friend that has a bf or gf or what the fuck ever.. and see how it feels.. and then.. then tell me how it feels..
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