"ive packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on"xjustforgetmeMarch 29 2004, 23:44:28 UTC
leave it up to kelsey to respond right after some one writes. there's nothing wrong with being a recovering livejournal addict, is there..
dustin i noticed something was wrong today in math and i was going to say something, but of course i did not. i think i have communication problems at times. i would have liked to ask though, because maybe you could have talked to me about some of this even though you probably wouldn't have. like today at work, i pulled the whole "nothing's wrong.." thing to my friends.
i wish i knew what to say to this, but if you were to put on my skin for a day and sit to the left of that dustin kid in math, you would feel towards him that he's a really fun/funny guy who can make you laugh, i mean you make jenny and i laugh all the time, and the class too. you even make evans laugh a few times, you know he's smiling under that "are you seriously saying that to me" face after you ask a question. and i do think your attractive (shh don't tell any one! wait, this is livejournal) your hair and clothes is hot. i
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Re: "ive packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on"stitchtheretinaMarch 30 2004, 16:25:47 UTC
Kelsey you fucking rock thanks for so much for supporting me it really helps
it's like, i know (some of) my friends love me but i can't feel that i am loved at all. does that make sense? i don't think it does even though i am saying it. is that what it's like for you too?
ya kelsey thats how i feel exactly too, you make sense dont worry thanks so much i really appreciate it
ive done so many things i regret and dont know what to do to get my life back on track. i need to feel loved, i guess, or maybe i just think too much. sometimes i dont understand what i am living for.. and thats what scares me the most.
wow thats exactly how i feel, i sit there and think and i get myself into thoughts i shouldnt be in and i know its my fault but it's like i cant help it, ahh thanks for posting and i hope greg gets out and about soon! i miss him
its hard to make yourself believe that not everything that happens is your fault. most of those times, intentionally or unitentionally, other people cause pain in your life. you seem like an awesome guy and from all these posts, it looks as though you have a lot of friends that care a lot about you. your lucky to have that.
lol i miss greg too by the way. i know his life isnt going that great right now but hopefully things will get better. im adding you to my friends, if thats okay ;o) i hope everything turns out for the best. ♥
hey bro i was just readin your post and im sorry that you feel that way man i didnt really notice it too much at practice the other day but yeah...dude alot of people think your awesome...all the ladies want you and your like funny as hell bro ...(except for the balltap in your truck ;) ) haha anywho im sorry i can't be of like alot of help right now..but if theres somethin i or the band can do just drop a line and i know ill do my best to help you out...awesome jam session yesterday...take it easy bro...
hey bro i was just readin your post and im sorry that you feel that way man i didnt really notice it too much at practice the other day but yeah...dude alot of people think your awesome...all the ladies want you and your like funny as hell bro ...(except for the balltap in your truck ;) ) haha anywho im sorry i can't be of like alot of help right now..but if theres somethin i or the band can do just drop a line and i know ill do my best to help you out...awesome jam session yesterday...take it easy bro...
whatever you are special, you can charm someone you just meet right away. dont be so hard on your self because you dont deserve it your way to cool for that.
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dustin i noticed something was wrong today in math and i was going to say something, but of course i did not. i think i have communication problems at times. i would have liked to ask though, because maybe you could have talked to me about some of this even though you probably wouldn't have. like today at work, i pulled the whole "nothing's wrong.." thing to my friends.
i wish i knew what to say to this, but if you were to put on my skin for a day and sit to the left of that dustin kid in math, you would feel towards him that he's a really fun/funny guy who can make you laugh, i mean you make jenny and i laugh all the time, and the class too. you even make evans laugh a few times, you know he's smiling under that "are you seriously saying that to me" face after you ask a question. and i do think your attractive (shh don't tell any one! wait, this is livejournal) your hair and clothes is hot. i ( ... )
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it's like, i know (some of) my friends love me but i can't feel that i am loved at all. does that make sense? i don't think it does even though i am saying it. is that what it's like for you too?
ya kelsey thats how i feel exactly too, you make sense dont worry thanks so much i really appreciate it
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wow thats exactly how i feel, i sit there and think and i get myself into thoughts i shouldnt be in and i know its my fault but it's like i cant help it, ahh thanks for posting and i hope greg gets out and about soon! i miss him
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lol i miss greg too by the way. i know his life isnt going that great right now but hopefully things will get better.
im adding you to my friends, if thats okay ;o) i hope everything turns out for the best. ♥
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