Things have really been on the up and up and i have been a really happy person, i am really enjoying my life which hasnt happened in a very long time; like seriously enjoying my life to where i'm motivated and i'm not constantly up and down. =D This weekend is going to be amazing with the Death Cab For Cutie show and then Prom, it is going to Jazz ( Read more... )

Today was Rad, i finally got to hang out with maria for the first time in a month, we saw Kill Bill Vol. 2 it was sweet i like going places with her, shes alot of fun =) then i raced to work cuz i was mega late, and only made 27$ in tips assmunches! i didnt get tips from the 1st 3 PEOPLE I DELIVERD TO! omg your faces in my pocket now! but overall ( Read more... )

my brain is numb and i'm sad. i am hungry but i cant eat. i'm tired and i need to sleep. i want the new beautiful mistake CD. Practice tomamrow!!!! omg today is weird, it's 420 and everyone's MeGa BlaZZZed! LOL watching kids in class today was much fun...can i...no...how bout a fruit snack, Yes! i have a make up and a normal spanish test tommarow, ( Read more... )

I'm not happy with this at all i dont feel happy with this at all i dont want it like this why is it like this why cant i love this why is this like this i dont want it stop it your the only one that can please stop it

i like how i feel like dying and how i'm a mopy bitch and am dragging everyone down; being a complete asshole (i used the fucking semi colon right), and how i want to do something with my life so i can no longer be looked at as a waste and a failure by anybody, i like how i have this weird feeling but i dont know if it will go anywhere for usually ( Read more... )

i'm at home becasue i got to school and i started throwing up as soon as i got out of the car, so i took mikes car and came home and just layed down and now i feel better :)i have alot to do today, so i'm glad i'm feeling better, me and my parents are ina n argument so i dont know if i can do anything tonight, this is a really dumb entry bye.

I hate every single one of you that manipulates your way into peoples minds, i hate you for the lies and i hate you for being you. becasue you are one son of a bitch and you know who you are, you make me sick when i look at you, the way you trick people, knowing that people even respect you, knowing that people are getting fucked over because of ( Read more... )

I want your bloody face spread across the tile floor and to watch the grout catch your eye lid and from the corner of your eye rip down to your cheek, so i can peel your delusive face from your blood stained skull and see you for what you really are...to expose your weekness to the world and let you feel for once what i have felt for all my time.

Isnt it funny to know that someone has lied to you, but they dont konw you know? i think its kind of interesting. i mean even if its the smallest lie, you see who that person truly is when they dont want you to. it hurts. but what can you do? nothing but wish that person respected you enough to tell you the truth and have trust that you wouldnt ( Read more... )

I want to be normal again, all the time.
not just because of certain things, and for certain times.

the train kept drowning me out..