i think after last night it's finally hit me that the people in this town are not worth the attention they get. i've given chance after chance, and every time (i) just seem to furthur understand how futile my efforts really are. i've been fighting an uphill battle to overcome all of this shit-talking and mundane bullshit this town seems to thrive ( Read more... )

while you're still breaking hearts,
i'm plotting a place to hide your bones.

i gave up trying. if you didn't notice.
but i think you gave up long before i did.
so there. we're even.
(not by a longshot.)

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if only you knew.

sometimes it's hard to just pick up where you left off ( Read more... )

i keep having this reoccuring dream. of you and me. driving. nowhere in particular. just driving. with the windows up. not a thought on our minds. except being in the car together. with the whole night ahead of us.

those were the days.

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i haven't updated in ages.

i've had alot of things going through my mind lately. some bad. some good; some just amazing. i've made some good friends, and broke some old ones. had some good days, and some not so great ones. all in all i find myself in a pretty good mood. which is something i haven't felt in quite a long time. for the past few ( Read more... )

i miss you.i don't know what happened. with me and you. i don't know where things went astray. but i'm sorry. i've been so lost in everything. sometimes it seems easier to just turn your back and run away than to face the greater challenge at hand. maybe it was easier. for awile. but i think the aftershock is catching up. and i realize what's been ( Read more... )