Yeah I am really fucking hyper.I am tired though.But hey who isn't.LoL Anyway.Yeah I am sitting here doing nothing....yeha well yeah yeah yeah....hmm that was interesting.WHAT IF YOU PUSHED SOMEONE THROUGH A WALL AND A NAIL WENT INTO THEY BACK AND THEY JUST lAYED THERE IN THE THEIR OWN BLOOD?WHAT WOULD YOU DO?HUH?DO YOU KNOW?NO YOU DON'T!LOL SORRY ( Read more... )

Yeah.Today is friday.Got no plans!How awesome huh?Well I guess for once I am doing ok.I am not sad.Well I am its just over something else but I guess I should just forget that.I am sitting here doing nothing.How fun.Yeah.Art Festival next weekend.Thats going to be fun.I got to work Saterday,but sunday and monday I think I don't have to.I just want ( Read more... )

No one worry.Please.I am fine.I just got to find who I am.Find out why I can't make decisions.I guess Its just something I am left to do.Find me.Find the me everyone once knew.The happy me.When I could always smile.Wake up with no worries.Dream of happy things.Well its just life though.I am going down hill.I need to get back up there.I hate ( Read more... )

I love you.My feelings for you are so damn strong.All day I think about you.No one else.I just want to hold you in my arms forever.Never let go of you.But I know I'm not getting you.I will never have the feeling of having you in my life.Of knowing that you are there when I call you and I know that we can hang out and hold each other.But we can't!So ( Read more... )

I dream of sadness.I dream of me sitting in the middle of a field crying calling out for help.No one around to hear my calls.If anyone did hear me,would they come or just say I don't care and not come.I'll wake up and won't fall back to sleep.I don't get much sleep anymore.When I sleep I dream of horrible things.I dream of me dieing slowly, ( Read more... )

In my dreams,I scream.I scream for help.I can't find anyone out there to help me.There is no light.Its just darkness.With a tear rolling down my face.Screaming out for help.No one is answering back.Maybe its just no one cares.Maybe no one hears me.Maybe no one can see it.I just get pulled into the darkness.Screaming is what I do in the dark.I wish ( Read more... )

Well I am back from vermont.Had loads of fun.Don't feel good!Still haven't eatn much,didn't sleep at all.Tried getting sleep on the way back but I only fell asleep for 9min.I don't know.Doesn't matter.Nothing matters.I always do this to myself.So Fuck what happens to me.Well I guess I am done.Not much to say.

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Today,3 classes today.Easy day.Went on a feild trip to set up the landscape at the BIG E.Fun.Took long but it was fun.Very tired right now.Got nothing to do.Got vermont coming up this weekend.Hell yeah,going to be the shit ( Read more... )

Well lets see.Friday I went home early.Today I came home early.I was so sick.Still feeling sick.I hope I am better for this weekend.I am going to vermont.It is going to be fun.I will be up there till sunday.Saterday I am climbing up a mountain.Then Saterday night I am going to a fair.It is going to be so awesome.I just want this week to go by fast. ( Read more... )

Did you ever feel like you have been just knocked out?Like you read something.It aint the best but you seem to not care.But inside you really do.Have you ever felt that way?Its strange.I seem to bring myself into this shit.I read something,it hurts me inside.On the outside,i just act fine.I think now i should show all of it.Show my pain,show my ( Read more... )