I LOVE MY COUSIN!!!!! ugh shes the best. we spoke for a bit on the phone today, and it was fantabulous. we spoke about everything from sex to when we were kids. i hated her so much when we were little. she apologized though. she apologized for the time she locked me in the garage in my own house and i cried. and the time she pushed all these bikes ( Read more... )

so i woke up at 3 in the afternoon with a hangover from my grandparents' birthday party. i've never had a hangover. ever. i think it was really cheap liqour, cuz everytime they poured me a cosmo they faced the bottle label towards their chest which is a huge no-no in bartending. well whatever, the party was fun. it was bitter sweet seeing as my ( Read more... )

on saturday there is a party for my grandparents. my grandmother will turn 80 this year, and my grandfather 90. they are shriking and they fight all the time. i wonder if thats how i'll end up ( Read more... )

mom told me not to set your expectations too high. i should start listening to her ( Read more... )

i need out of here.

emileigh left this morning. she called me this morning at 7 or so. i'm not really sure. i miss her madly. i keep thinking shes just a bus ride away. i keep thinking that i can just call her and when i'm bored of playing tetris by myself i can call her and challenge her. i keep thinking i'll see her tomorrow. but i know shes gone. i feel it. ( Read more... )

i wont be getting the yellow guitar. i know i dont really deserve it. i guess i just wanted to pretend like i did.

my brother and mother got back from venice today. he had an outburst towards me. why dont they just hit me? it's so much easier when they hit me.

deep inside my eye ( Read more... )

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just got back from the beach. i got extremely...coughburntcough...tanned. no seriously though i did get really tanned, just some of the tanning hurts ( Read more... )