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stm_fftl

The most horrible day of my life

Dec 03, 2005 12:46

Wednesday, November 29th, 2005 was the worst day of my fucking LIFE. I can't believe I cheated on Alysha AGAIN. I'm so stupid. And now I really lost her...forever...Our divorce is now final and oh my gawd. I can't breathe...I can't believe I let her go. You would think that I'd stop partying and drinking while there were crazy girls around, but ( Read more... )

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Reply to your post... lstbrkncnfsd27 December 3 2005, 16:55:31 UTC

Well, gee. Maybe if you wouldn't have cheated on me again, you wouldn't have lost me!...again!

Re: Reply to your post... stm_fftl December 3 2005, 17:08:40 UTC

i never meant to hurt you...

Re: Reply to your post... lstbrkncnfsd27 December 3 2005, 19:25:30 UTC

that's what you said the other three times sonny. i should have never taken you back the second time, but i did because i was so madly in love with you. but then you pull it two other times. i mean, come on. that's not telling me that you really truely love me from the bottom of your heart. that's telling me that you don't care about me and that you're just using me as a girl just to place by your side

Re: Reply to your post... stm_fftl December 3 2005, 19:36:13 UTC

That's not true, and you know it. I love you with all of my heart, and you know that as well. I don't know why I keep cheating on you, Alysha. I honestly don't. I'm so confused. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, but I keep fucking it up and I can't tell you how many times I've cried about it. I really, truely love you, Alysha. I love you with my heart and soul <3 I'm so sorry ( ... )

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