ah shit, i feel like i just got shot in the chest. im bleeding, my skin is black. yo this scar will never heal, i dont care wut ya'll think. im in my dads office again writing in mylive journal bc absolutely no one is on except Beth. :) no one ever comments in my live journal. it sux, why do i even keep writing? idk, maybe i just keep hoping ( Read more... )

so yea, im in my dad's office downstairs and my rents are like,... asleep and yea, they could wake up any minute and catch me in his office writing dumb entries on my livejournal but hey, i havent written in here in a few days or maybe a week? idk, its been awhile tho... i'll just recap the past few days. so yea, got to yg late and just as i walk ( Read more... )

yo today wuz a better day than usual. skool wuznt so bad. idk why, prolly just bc i feel like i have friends. maybe i always had friends i just didnt notice or was too scared to care whether they really were my freinds. thankfully ive gotten over the fact that being a stalker is not really bad, some people even like it, oh well, we dont call it ( Read more... )

today i went to my hearing in court instead of skool.. the hearing wuz for the accident i had christmas eve. i went and waited and the trooper didnt show up so my tickets were dismissed and my liscense is clean, i am so happy, so happy i could just die bc im so tired.. i worked at my internship and at Zumiez today. the internship wuz fun but ( Read more... )

yo, today wuz our first day back in skool after vaca. i felt like the whitest person in skool bc every1 else went somewhere and got mad tan. i gotta hitt he tanning bed soon, let me know if u wanna come sometime. it wasnt that bad for the 1st day back from vaca, cisca said 'hi' twice, i felt so special, especially when she smiled, idk, when i ( Read more... )

yo im mad bored, tomorow is skool and skool sux, my whole body aches, this gay lyme disease needs to go away already. yo i wanna get my frickin tattoo soon. yo my arm kills like a motha-fucka, i need a doctor, massage and a chiropracter,...gimme a call if u can pose as one. yo parents are being mad gay fuck parents, if u want to help me kill ( Read more... )

wuttup ppl, i got spring allergies like wut, feels like someone shoved a flower garden so far up my nose that i cant feel my hair. oh, wait u cant feel hair. yo im like high on pain killers, aleve does a good job, just take two, itll mess u up real good. wuz supposed to chill with ppl but they're off doin their own thing, but who cares about ( Read more... )