well, yesterday and the day before were fun. Me and purple were gunna go to the beach, but it was icky out, so we didn't. We chilled here, made the journal spiffy, but i don't like it anymore, so i might change it. Well, then we went to my uncle's dock and swam off that, but it smelt funny and we left. Came back here, chilled, at shrimp. She left ( Read more... )

Well, as you can see, my journal has a new look. Purple helped me with it, cause i'm lazy. I'll tell you about my day tonight after i get back from WNM ( Read more... )

Ugh, i'm SO bored. I'm wondering how i'm gunna get through the day. Man, last summer kicked ass. Good times man good times. This shit sucks. I'm seriously wishing for someone to just call and fucking wanna chill or smoke or sumthin (508-695-8509, take the hint). My mom is at this sleep study for restless leg syndrom. It like when you're laying ( Read more... )

i just got back from rainbow's end. I was happy, cause alyse wasn'tlike, mad that i was there. I guess i can understand that, cause its her thing. So, anyway. Me and purple were here dancing all day and shit, then she went home, and the picked me up with alyse to go to the barn ( Read more... )

its amazing that now, when i see him, i cant even think of tuching him. Its like poison. I tried to call him. No answer. He came online. We talked, said hello, no reason for anything. I want him but i wish he was dead. Lets try and make this easy.

well, last night was perdy fun. Went to purples home, danced, went to cum-fest. Me and her went, and we were walking, i called alyse, and then we found her and tessa. We chilled for a bit, then my and tessa desided we would go up the mountain. So we went alll the way to the top (btw, there is no magickal marijuana man at the top) and got down, in ( Read more... )

well, i just met a man whos damn hott. We we. No i don't wanna update SCTREW THAT BITCHEDS!!! WOOO!

well, i just got back from horseback, and it made me happy ^.^. I rode my 'lil buddy' as enika calls him. I gues he was arunory today, but he wasn't too bad. I was doing tummy crunches in sitting trot for balence,and enika started cracking up. So i go over to her, and i'm like what?. She gets up, hunches her back, and does tummy cruches, and looks ( Read more... )

I've felt really bad lately and i don't know why. I keep feeling very alone, like no one knows or cares. I really need something to get me off the ground, maybe i should try taking like 3 or 4 of my wellbutrin. That's supposed to do something. God, what the hell is wrong with me? I'm alone in a croud of friends.

hmmhmmhmm.... went riding today. Rode Turd-face (dexter) bare back then we all switched in the middle and i rode Moonie, even tho she's not a school horse. I cantered her, in 2point and sitting. They gotta new horse, Beljain-Arabian mare named um.. Avril. They're thinking about making her a school horse too ( Read more... )