i'm listening to elliot smith.
and i want to stop.
i just feel sad
for no real reason.
i need this music to stop
it only enhances the feeling.
but i can't stop it.
it's so beautiful.

i've got a broken heart, and a name on my cast...

stewart makes me so happy it's ridiculous. or not ridiculous, really. more wonderful. but you have to add a dash or something to make that work. i can't figure out why he puts up with me. all i know is that i love him and that he always makes things better. even when they aren't okay. just being able to cry into him makes things better. he' ( Read more... )

i'm trying to quit gym. i want to talk to cindy tonight. but seriously. my stomach is in knots and i'm nervous and scared and unsure. i mean. god. this is the one thing in my life that's constant. i've always been a gymnast. i'm proud to be a gymnast. i don't know how to NOT be a gymnast. but i just don't WANT it anymore. i just want to ( Read more... )

chewing gum is really gross,
chewing gum i hate the most.

i need to quit gymnastics.

I care too much.

i'm making myself fucking crazy.

happy fourth of july everyone. i find it ironic that i get to celebrate this holiday with the french.

even though i guess it's suiting considering we probably wouldn't be the united states of america had the french not helped us out.

whatever. be careful. don't be too stupid.

Listening to the scientist on loop ( Read more... )

"There is something undeniably attractive about becoming a born-again Christian. I hear atheists say that all the time, though they inevitably make that suggestoin in the most insulting way possible: Nothing offends me more than those who claim they could become blindly religious because it would 'make everything so simple.' People who make that ( Read more... )

How is it that i am more annoyed by american music while in france than while in america?

Fromage.