i think it helped.  i know that this will not be easy, but i know that it is in God's hands now.  i told him that.  i did not ask him to keep my grandpa around, i asked him to follow His own plan.  i know that my grandpa is at peace with everything, and that he is ready to go.  i know that he is going up to watch over all of us, to a place where he ( Read more... )

the doctors' verdict is in...  there isn't anything more they can do for my grandpa...  it's been a really bad weekend...  gramps is taking it really well though...  grammie, not so much...  all of their kids (all 7 of them) are there...  half of the cousins went down to see him.. i couldn't do it.  i had a lot going on here, and don't think that ( Read more... )

well today was off to a bad start... i overslept....  work was ok i guess, just took forever.... then came the bad news.... my grandpa is in the hospital. again.  and it's really bad.  please say a prayer or think happy thoughts or whatever it is that you individually do...  i'm really scared.

i know, i'm 21 years old and i still have all 4 of my ( Read more... )

...why someone can be/feel so taken for granted?

sometimes i just want to smack people and say "look what's right in front of you!"  "look at what you are doing to the people you supposedly care about!" "what is wrong with you?!"  i really don't see how someone can be so taken for granted.

i understand that the other people in my life are busy ( Read more... )

highlight of the night:  robert randolph rocks my world.

lowlight of the night:  the damn drive van got towed from the quest with my and libby's car keys in it.

i'm going to bed.  leave me happy thoughts.

have you ever had the feeling that you're all alone?   i have that a lot lately...  i've been super busy with my internship and classes and my job...  but i feel like i barely have time for myself... and i feel like when i finally have time for other people that they don't have time for me..   i know i have some really good friends.  and i know i'm ( Read more... )

so i never sleep lately... keeping really busy.  taking a full credit load, interning at the governor's office (woot!) and working at the insurance agency and still doing drive stuff too...  sorry to my friends i never ever see even though you are all within a half mile of me...  when i'm home i'm eating or sleeping.  welcome to my last semester ( Read more... )

well kids, it's been awhile.  i've been super busy, hence the lack of updates...  i've been back in the cities since early july, when i finally found a job out here...  i was glad to have a job, but was sad because chris was in green bay all summer :(  he's back in arizona now, and here i sit...

i'm working at an insurance agency in richfield--  ( Read more... )

thank God for my may session class being over after tomorrow...  i'll finally get to sleep in!  thank God for amanda being my hero and helping edit the mess that is my paper...

chris is coming tomorrow... it will be good to see him, we need to spend some time together... and talk about some things... like why we almost broke up last weekend...  ( Read more... )