all i have to fucking say...

is fuck this shit.
i sacraficed a friendship for him and if he can't do the same then fuck it.
obviously i don't mean that much.

so fuck this.

i think i am more in love with this boy that i could have thought ( Read more... )

so this trust issue has really got me in a pickle.
not sure if i trust anyone anymore besides like 2 people.

other than that...i'm pretty happy.
i need something to do.
that or i need to work more cause in about a week i will be bored out of my mind.

i hope to go home and see everyone though.
woo hoo.

i think i failed my music class...wonderful

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um........i'm on pain medicine cause my jaw is killing me.
i feel really loopy...i was pacing the neighbors sidewalk for half an hour.

ft. wayne needs more people. cause um...i want to hang out with people.

this displeasing present is making me naucious. (sp)

like most people do i write things only to erase them.

i feel like saying fuck the world.

i don't want it(certain thing), but i need it, i feel like i can't breath without it.
this is driving me insane.

it is very wierd because most people are having mood swings as crazy as this weather has been ( Read more... )

i work at walgreens. in cosmetics ( Read more... )

so reading through journals i haven't seen in about a month, i have come to realize everyone is a sort of funk. and i realize we all have been since i can remember when. i never realized how boring life was when your lazy. i never realized how lazy i was until life just became unfun most of time. is something wrong with me ( Read more... )

I am very...restless...

can't sleep.
wonder around not knowing what to do.
i have a headache 24/7.
then sleep too much.
dream too much.
since when did my life start being so....uncomfortable?