So this culture shock weekend was pretty fun. It was really cool that jules, sam, ryan & steve came. too bad they didn't get to stay over and party but we got to see girl talk together. Girl talk, man man, and despot were really dope, and saturday was pretty cool. we grilled smart dogs and saw slick rick play at night ( Read more... )

it's weird but for some reason I miss long beach while in it. I go back to school tomorrow night after easter dinner, but I really feel like I missed out while I was virginia. I wanted to spend as much time in long beach this week, but I only got to spend a short peoriod of the break in it. it's really nice to be home. When you're in high school ( Read more... )

in three days it will be three years. tomorrow it will be two days to three years. the next day there will be one day to three years. and then there will be three years. Ronnie lost me before I lost him. He was a great guy, "who's heart was too heavy to hold." he kept in contact with me throughout every year. even when I lost contact with him. He ( Read more... )

I have a good feeling about this year. It's been pretty good so far i guess. I fainted one night, but besides that I feel healthy somewhat. I listen to brian bonz a little too much over the break, and saw him, kevin devine, and pablo play in brookyln which was real good. I played a show at the funky monkey and we made $80 bucks off of it. it was ( Read more... )

Being home I'm trying to figure out which part of my life so far I connected with myself the most. I think 10th grade was that for me. I fell like since that year it's just me trying to recreate that same sense of life since. When I'm away at school it's different. Life flows differently. But when I'm home it's so confusing and I find myself ( Read more... )

Totally bummer mood brah ( Read more... )

Is it possible to feel kind of good, and bad at the same time ( Read more... )

School is pretty awesome. That is besides the work part ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to all the people i act like a jerk to. I don't know why i do it. I keep on asking myself am I fucking things up with certain people, or am i helping myself and make the goodbye's a lot less dramatic? I just feel like I'm losing a lot of people that i love. I don't see some people as much as I use to, and some people just don't the same ( Read more... )

A lot has happened recently and I haven't wrote about it at all. Orientation was really awesome. I was really scared going up there i actually made myself feel sick. But after a little while i met some people and everything went smooth ( Read more... )