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I remember
Just a random thought, but thinking back to when I was only 10. My first holy communion. Catholicism so strict and wow did I think church was boring. I remember when it was time to drink the wine, my lips did not touch the wine, I was the only one that didn't get to. The preist did not let me do it, he pulled it back so fast, as though I didn't ( Read more... ) -
So...
I didn't sleep again! I had to work at 6:30am, and here I am with a diet coke sitting in front of the computer screen waiting for it to be 3:00 so I can go home. I know, I know, I do it to myself. I stayed out late at Andy's place with Nikki watching skinamax (lame) until I fell asleep on his bed. I woke up at 5:50am and Andy was sleeping on the ( Read more... ) -
Single! Agh!!!!
Again. All over again. Single and ready to mingle. What is wrong with me, what is wrong with everyone else? Is it me... Or is it just the boys that I choose? I think it's the boys, because I don't think i've been a half bad girlfriend in past relationships. I just want to settle down, (not now but eventually) I just want to find a guy who cares, a ( Read more... ) -
Blah
I wrote an extremely long email full of nothing but the truth to Daniel telling him how I feel and how it is. He has read the letter, but has not answered yet and doesn't answer his phone or my texts. I will post the letter that I wrote soon. When I get home. I am at work right now. -
omigod!
Work is so boring, if I miss another day I am so fired though. I can't wait until the summer! Things will be better, and things will be different. I want to vacay in Cali and in Mexico... the good parts of mexico. So i am confused about boys. I dont know how I feel ever, and can never pinpoint what feelings I am feeling. Is it lust, deperation, ( Read more... ) -
my 21st B-day!
OMG I'm 21! I couldn't do my hour of power because all the bars are too worried they'd lose their liquor license. I will go out tonight! I dont even feel 21, this is so strange. I wonder what everyone has planned for me? Oh, and I am going to Vegas soon! woot woot. -
Theres this boy...
I think I have a crush, but its just a little crush. I dont know if he likes me or if he's joking around. But I do like him... -
It really was worth it...
Working constantly switching to full time has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Well, no the work part. But I met Dan at work and I've been dating him since Late November/Early December. Looking back on my past journal entries, I can laugh because I'm the happiest I've been in the past couple years! lalalalala -
I got what I wanted, and now I don't want it!
I hate this nine to five bullshit, it's making me want to puke. If I don't get out now I never will. I feel like a number, I don't feel like I exist. I wish that someone would understand me, and I wish that I would be noticed. I don't know how much longer I will last through this...I will try to last as long as possible. At least till I get my next ( Read more... ) -
Adjusting to changes....
It seems as though when life seems to be easy and flowing, something has to come along and mess it all up. I guess I like my new job, except that I dont have time to do anything for myself. I wake up at 7, go to school til noon, at 12:30 I have to be at work and ready to clock in. I get out of work at 9, get back into town at 9:30pm and then I ( Read more... )