mmmmmmm it is almost the weekend and i don't fucking care anymore. i hope that time passes quickly and sometime i will wake up and be out of college and life will make sense ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i need to lose weight. can't forget that one.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||| 16% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Empathy |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||| 36% Religious |||||||||||| 43% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% ( Read more... )

and the diet starts tomorrow.

okay the excessiveness is going to stop really soon. things are looking up. hot damn ( Read more... )

saturday night. i had the opportunity to go out but passed, of course. i suck at life currently. i know i have stuff going on. i know that i have perfectly good reasons for not being able to function. but this just fucking sucks. i want to do well in my classes. i'm tired of having stuff going on and using that as an excuse. i could do this ( Read more... )

maybe someday i will be able to communicate effectively with people. i feel like i manipulate people into caring more than they should. "wah wah wah i'm depressed and i am having a hard time please have pity on me" is what i am putting forward in conversations and i really don't want to be that whiny bitch who can't stop talking about herself. i ( Read more... )

i have actually taken the myers-briggs and this is the same thing that i got then ( Read more... )

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so i just spent an hour and a half at group therapy. the 12 steps for people w/ multiple addictions. i am so depressed just now. it is sickening to hear stories about how people in authority as well as peers and family abuse the hell out of kids. it is so sad to hear the stories. myself included- i shared my little abuse story tonight. people ( Read more... )