Comments | stook_by_me: fat-bottomed girls, you make the rockin' world go 'round.

stook_by_me

fat-bottomed girls, you make the rockin' world go 'round.

Jan 03, 2006 18:28

so why do we even have relationships anyways. we get our hearts broken, we break other people's hearts, we end up disillusioned and disappointed. what is the point. i've built up so many walls because of past relationships. i find it harder and harder to trust people. i find myself more easily annoyed with the ones i love and call my dearest ( Read more... )

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theloser_ January 4 2006, 01:08:41 UTC

i know exactly how you feel. like you want to keep yourself distant so it will be easier to leave. but if you do then i think youll have regrets and always wonder, what could have been? so dont worry about tomorrow cause tomorrow will worry about itself.(thats from the bible but i dunno where). live for today and live it to the fullest. use these last months to break bonds or make bonds that will last forever. this is our last shot, then were thrown into the big bad world. our last year as irresponsible teenagers with no bills or rent to pay. please yourself just as much as you please others(if not more), do it for you, youre the one who has to live with your choices. sometimes its ok to be selfish and i think our last semester is one of those times. so make the most of it and follow your heart cause its almost never wrong. and remember........

I LOVE YOU MICHELLY!!!!!

stook_by_me January 5 2006, 20:45:17 UTC

laura peters, we need to hang out. i miss you dearly!!!!!!!!! you are so wise beyond your years. and i adore you very very much!!

mac_nificent January 4 2006, 02:34:35 UTC

yeah mich i know we've had many discussions about this kind of stuff, and i'm always here for you. i definitely understand not wanting to invest deeply in a relationship that may only last for a few months. but lately, with all the tragedy that we've been surrounded with, i can't help but think that we've just got to "carpe diem", as they say, and not worry about tomorrow. i know i'm probably not the best person to tell you this, since usually i'm seen as the un-romantic fantasy killer, but if ever there was a time for us to try things we've never tried, and done things we never thought we'd do, i can't help but think that time is now. our first semester of our senior year wasn't what we expected, but i just want us all to cherish this time we have together, because these last few months are gonna fly by, and before you know it, we're all going to be scattered who-knows-where. i pretty much suck at relationships because i'm always so terrified of committing myself emotionally to someone, and i can't say that i know what you're ( ... )

mac_nificent January 4 2006, 02:35:07 UTC

p.s. i got so excited when i saw that your post title was from a queen song. so excited.

stook_by_me January 5 2006, 20:48:32 UTC

yea ps you pretty much made my eyes tear up. but you basically always do that when you say these things so it's cool. the one thing i regret most is keeping you in the dark about the things that have happened in my past. i hope we can mend those bonds and surely you will eventually find out my life story. from me. and we will laugh and cry and just... pee our pants. so basically we need to have another girl/car talk. i love you very much mckenzie. and i DO want to enjoy every moment because i'm definitely aware of the fact that we are going to be done so soon. te amo.

une_actrice January 4 2006, 15:52:10 UTC

ive been dealing with some similar stuff, lately. ive been in a relationship for almost two years now and the only end i see in sight is my leaving for school. It really upsets me that we wont be spending the holidays together anymore, and that i wont see him any more. but then i think about all the good times we have had and i realize that being in a relationship, even when you know it is "doomed" from the start, or having friends, or just having fun, is worth the heartache and pain, because its life. Even if it is a cliche, live for the present. Dont worry about the future because things always work out.
also, even though this will ruin the mood, we are so going to go see naked people when you turn 18. so. going.

hugs and more hugs
Kaitlyn

stook_by_me January 5 2006, 20:46:30 UTC

let me start with the naked people... because i am so damn excited... one month plus 3 days. please get excited. anyhoo... i agree wholeheartedly with all you said, of course like usual... and i miss you very very very much. we need to hooters it up with those crazy, annoying, and not-so-attractive bitches. i love you dearie. thanks for the sagacious words.

anonymous January 8 2006, 05:14:37 UTC

So I've definitely been thinking those same thoughts. Part of me wants to tell you that getting into a doomed relationship is pointless. I mean I had those thoughts last year when ___ was going off to college. But yea..at the same time, not experiencing the feelings that you obviously feel robs your heart of some major good feelings. I can honestly sympathize with you having to deal with the emotional heartbreak and the crying... I'm definitely as, if not more, emotional as you are. I understand with that with matters of the heart, it's always instinct to just shield yourself from pain and to try to exercise some forethought so that you can keep yourself guarded, but sometimes, it's just better to go with your gut, feel what you feel in the moment, and deal with the consequences later. I love you girl and I'm here for you no matter what.

stook_by_me January 9 2006, 23:11:29 UTC

i love yoooooooooooooooou more than you know pretty much. ps get excited for ingenue which is in 6 days... woooooord. and afterparty with you, me, and some pillows afterwards!!!!

anonymous January 8 2006, 05:16:01 UTC

P.S. Typical of me not to leave my name. It's Wong.