ever since i've moved out, i've been feeling a lot closer to my dad and stepmom more than ever (especially my dad). it's been a good 6-7 months since i've moved in with my mom. it's also been a good 6-7 months where i've tried to understand my mother and our perplexing relationship. i can say that it's progressing, but it's a very gradual progress ( Read more... )

does anyone happen to know if this gets any easier?

if i could ask you just one thing and then never speak to you again, please answer this for me:

what happened to you?

"It's so good to be alive in such a wonderful year."
i used to be afraid of change. but for the past year i've realized change is all that i've been familiar with. the good and bad changes. i think i've learned to appreciate them. cause without them i wouldn't have found the people i know now or be where i am now. and right now, i am honestly ( Read more... )

i learned one thing about myself:
i often set myself up for failure.

i've made an analogy to help clarify, i guess.
so, i've used pencils all my life.
cause i know i will make mistakes ( Read more... )

let's see today madeline took me home afterschool. and then i talked to sarah and she said she got the invite for jimmy kimmel to be in the studio audience/the thrills performance. so we decided to go, we asked everyone else if they wanted to come but no one could. so it was just me and sarah again ( Read more... )