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i really want to get married..like soon. and it sucks. cuz its not going to happen..im stuck in that transition period..where im bordering on being an adult..but still a child..i kinda just want the rest of my life to begin...but i dont want to leave this behind.. i guess i should just shut up and enjoy it while i have it now ( Read more... )

this air is contagious no one can save us ( Read more... )

i have a new creation..
im not sure how i feel about it..if it needs more like pom-poms or tassels..or ears..or sumthing..

( here are the pictures )

im bored..and upset..and frustrated..i just want to talk right now..but no one is around..i mainly want to talk to those i havent been talking to..people who would rather talk around things..what do you do when you were once friends..and cant see it being that way again? become enemies? that shouldnt be the only option..that sucks..

( a few pictures from my trip.. in case anyones interested.. )

yay after months of practice..and watching other people...
i finally completed sumthing of substance..

( click here if interested )

summer is almost over.

things that made me happy:

my trip to the aquarium.
both my trips to the zoo.
finishing 4 seasons of Buffy.
Finishing 2 and a half seasons of Queer as Folk.
Finishing 1 season of Six Feet Under.
seeing Shrek 2. Day After Tomorrow. Saved!. Garden State. The Notebook.
having an awesome birthday.
[my birthday gifts;
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why are people so desperate to find sumthing to cling to, to define them. is the thought of just plain being completely unbearable?

im tired and a bit out of it..its 330 in the morning. ive just gotten home..and im alone.. how strange.. im so not used to being alone anymore..im kinda digging this whole no one to talk to thing..i have nothing to say to anyone right now..i wont be alone much longer tho ( Read more... )