i know that all your friends have a certain amount of appeal. you have to find them fascinating in some way to become friends with someone. i also know that its really difficult to find opposite-sex friends without one of those people (usually the guy) having underlying sexual ... (frustration? fantasy? whatever ( Read more... )

i got really really sick the night before halloween, so plans for my fav night of the year are foiled. i'm so bummed out.
i'm stuck at home manning the door for trick or treaters and carving my chuck norris punkin.


( Read more... )

i have cramps, sniffles, a fever, diarrhea, 5 loads of laundry, a face that is burnt to a crisp thanks to my dermatologist, 5 huge projects for school to do, no halloween costume, a bunch of letters to write for random things, no tampons and i'm not supposed to go outside due to my face, and absolutely no motivation to get out of bed ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good week last week but for some reason when i got back from getting my face burned off on friday, i just felt really really tired. i totally fell into this weird depression thing this weekend.. just a total loss of motivation. then, my last weiner dog died and that didn't help at all. i forced myself to go to my cousin's birthday ( Read more... )

last week i had a series of nervous breakdowns. it's was quite traumatizing ( Read more... )

i'm pooped ( Read more... )

my first week of school along with all my freelance work was overwhelming. to a point where i shut down for the first part of the long weekend and i didn't do anything but veg out and place the sims. i finally got really sick of myself in that state, so i did a bunch of work on sunday ( Read more... )

Lago ( Read more... )

this weekend left me feeling like i got hit by a train ( Read more... )

fascinate me

i want to be fascinated

i'm tired of the past