forty 8

[stop_the_static]

Day 48

Your Name: Harry Mason
Suicidal Ideation: Probably not good if I answered.
Homicidal Ideation: Long as no one is talking to me, I guess.
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not so much. You think I ought to be tired considering yesterday, but I hardly slept.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: n/a
Moods Experienced Today: Anger. Annoyance. ;jd;flh

Comments

[cmdr_pinstripes]

Looks like someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

(private)

Craving something you shouldn't, Harry? Or you worried 'bout something else?

[stop_the_static]

I'm not doing that great today.

[private]

Both, actually. I know for sure I'm craving that damned drug. The visions won't go away, and I'm craving it and I hate it. The other thing is... just a thing.

Private

[cmdr_pinstripes]

Of course you are. I think--maybe the best thing to do would be something to take your mind off of it.

Maybe a little gym time? I'm sure I could kick your scrawny, book-worm ass at some basket-ball, but I wont humiliate you if you've got something else you wanna do.

Private

[stop_the_static]

Could be.

I think Sakura could beat me at basketball, to be honest. Heck, anyone could. I've never been much for sports, but... I'm decent at volleyball.

Anyway, maybe a little activity wouldn't hurt.

[desultimate]

Ah! You've been having problems with your therapist desu~? I'm so sorry...

[stop_the_static]

The problem is that I've never really met him or any therapist in all of my time here.

The best therapy I've ever had is talking to my friends -- most of whom are fellow patients.

[desultimate]

I... well, I'm glad your friends have been helping desu~ There are so many people to apologize to, I can't believe how lax this place has been.

Mr Mason, I'm not your assigned therapist but if there's anything I can do to help, I'd be more than happy to.

[stop_the_static]

This places was even worse awhile ago. I don't hold it against you.

I guess that would be okay with me.

/Private/

[statics_silence]

Not feeling well, Harry?

Care to talk about it?

/Private/

[stop_the_static]

Mostly? It's... the drugs. I'm really, really craving it bad. I don't want it, but the craving is there. I'm starting to feel really desperate.

Re: /Private/

[statics_silence]

Hmm. I guess that's understandable. Maybe I can help keep you distracted somehow? We could play a game or go for a walk or something. Anything you want.

/Private/

[stop_the_static]

I don't know. I don't know. Don't want to go to that stupid trial but I bet I'll have to done for

I guess a game would be okay.

[stop_the_static]

It wasn't really the doctors here that were giving me stuff. Not on purpose, anyway.

It's... a really long story, Travis. Really long. About two years long.

[stop_the_static]

Granted, I don't have all of my memories of those two years, but... yes. It is.

[ludomania]

Soooooooooooo...

looks like you're doing kind of shitty.

[stop_the_static]

Really, really shitty.

How are you?

[ludomania]

Played strip poker with a hot chick. Same old boring stuff, you know.

[stop_the_static]

Was her name Larxene?