i dont know what to say but,
thankyou
and thank all of you
for everything

people confuse me. and the beats ae hot. i'm really bored but life is good. and i can drive really fast and recklessly with ice ice cold on the ground.
much love

Untitled, 2005.01.10 [Jan. 10th, 2005|05:16 pm ( Read more... )

i can't figure out this emotion. I've never felt like this. confused. happy. sad. anxeoud. all at the same time. it's too much to post. but you know i want to talk to you right? you know i want to ( Read more... )

would you read a book  like this:

To write this with no hopes of a happy ending, kills me, and I’ve lived a lie to this point. I’ve shed my fair share of masks. I’ve faked enough apologies to destroy my city. I’ve bled enough confessions, shed enough masks to this point. So, I will tell you honestly that I am nothing.

I write this with no ( Read more... )

cas you know you did it all ( Read more... )

i almost feel as though i'm becoming cliche saying that in this time. and it seems like everyone else in the world is enamoured with that song. and that line. and normally i wouldn't, but hot damn the whole world has hit a gold mine with this one ( Read more... )

if you feel like dying you might wanna sing ( Read more... )

i honestly don't know what i expected. i honestly dont know to what extent i could fool myself with the allusion that i would end up happy after all of this and after all the year. It's the first day of 2005 and i still don't know what it is to be alive. and i listen to the sadest songs on the other side of my speakers simply because i can't ( Read more... )

i keep trying t be happy but i can't manage and i feel like i imagine chris must feel but different. and i dont know. well

in a way i figure i am managing to fulfill my destiny. i always find the worst way in the end. i always find a way to be emotional.