no one will understand this, I know but ( Read more... )

Just paid $344 for 3 of my 6 books. Everything is just money, money, money. I need to devote more time into making it, not spending it.

in a moment, everything can change ( Read more... )

i love it here, but I still want to go back ( Read more... )

I gained 15lbs in London. What?! I mean, I know my calves have gotten hard as rock and I've formed a bit of firm muscle all around, but not 15lbs worth.

Ugh, I have some work to do (thanks a lot London!!! No, thank you iceland.)

Let's recap. The last two weeks have been amazing. Far more amazing than anything that has ever happened in my entire life. This is real, and honestly, I'm not sure I'm handling it well. I met a new boy, who, by the way, is fabulous. I won't put more detail than that because this entire journal entry would turn into just that, a description of ( Read more... )

i don't want to go home.

going home makes life really frustrating.

Bank holiday: did nothing but study and jerk around. I've not been able to sleep early, and my body won't let down. Tonight I get 5 hours, and then study study study ( Read more... )

My sleep schedule has gotten so screwed up, there's no saving it. However, I am not waking up between 11 and 12pm which I suppose is fine but I'm getting 5-7 hours of sleep every night now ( Read more... )