i'm so confused. i wish i just knew what i wanted. or what i'm so scared of. i just.. don't know.

the boy next door is playing guitar. my roommate is studying. the cars are driving fast outside my window. my books are unopened on my table. and all i can think about is smoking kamel reds with michael on the stairs after astro lab last semester. i just want to call him and have him pick up and say, "this is all a big mistake ( Read more... )

oh my god. ohmygodohmygofooagoogoh oh mygod. fuck god.
fuckfuckfruckfuckfuck

people need to stop dying near me at b.u.

oh and the pats lost.

yayyyy world..

my place is sweeeeet. i have my own room. i have a kitchen and a bathroom. my room is about the size of my room at the hyatt ( Read more... )

i just thought i'd say that i am excited for second semester. i am going to be on top of things. i am going to start living life and stop doing nothing with it. i'm looking forward to classes. to perhaps a job. to a softball team. to more extracurriculars. to be more fit. to get more sleep. to be so busy i don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

Does not feel like oh seven at all. I worked until late tonight but made a lot of money. Went to Tina's house and chilled with Ellie and Matty. Last year's resolution was met within to months. This year's will be more challening but it won't be something like losing weight or whatever ( Read more... )

two years ago was just love at t. t. the bear's. it was an hour later that i got home, with the smae exact "x"es on my hands. i had passed out on my bed, smiling. three hours later i had woken up and then walked into mr roache's class, smelling like damian kulash ( Read more... )

how's that for a christmas present ( Read more... )

wow, i was so depress(ed)(ing) last year. merry christmas eve, everyone! i'm working tonight because a) i love love money, but mostly b) i want to be doing SOMETHING. i think this is my first christmas eve with one of my parents, even if it's working with them. none of my presents have been delivered and it makes me angry ( Read more... )